我想了解我自己(@@)

(沉思的人）

最近我常在想：到底我是一个怎样的人？为什么做任何事情都不会得到别人的认同，到底我是这么的失败吗？我开始有了失意的念头，当我觉得孤单的时候，他特别的强烈，他占据我的心，我的思想，我的感情，我的理智...黑暗，正慢慢的侵蚀着我...我没有机会，没有反驳的机会，更不用说抗拒，反击...到最后，痛苦的，受伤的也是我自己。

我想找回原来的我，喜欢幻想，对世界充满僮憬的我，对生活有冲刺的我，快乐，在我的身上已经找不到了。剩下的只是唾骂，自责的心态...如此的不堪一击，堕落，沮丧，彷徨无助...当别人正在开心的时候，我却依然多在无人的街角，黯然的流泪，无视着别人的目光...独自徘徊...孤单...

我精神失常，做任何事都提不起精神...失败了再也爬不起来，很多时候，我想一走了之...无奈...

算了，就当作是上天给我的考验吧！

- Fallen Angel -
（堕落的天使）

The Day In Hometown

I have come back hometown for 2 days already.. I back in the 2nd Raya Day, that why my family didn't work that day. And we did have our steamboat lunch and dinner.. But, guess what? Me and my daddy still don't talk too much with each other. haizz...

although i do happy stay with my family, but feels like my life is suck and dull. But what to do? As a typical student, the life is study, study, and... also study. Perhaps what i want is some excitement. Hmm.. well, that why every time i read the lecture note will yawn. :Þ I really hope that i can graduate faster.. >"<

Study, Study and Study... only is to face the final exam for this semester.. My final challenges for this semester. Well, can't say I am fully prepared. But at least I has started. Although just has to face 3 papers in this semester. Sounds very easy.. but 3 papers also "KILLER". So i do abit worry now. But luckily i still has my family and my darling to fight for as my target of life.. so no matter how tough is it, I do bet my life start now. And Guess what? I am starting planning my future from now!!! haha~ :D

Love is creative, enlarges our capacities, tender, joyful, fearless, and allows us to treat life as an art, see ourselves as the beautiful people we are!!

Chain Keeps Us Together

The 1st Song: The Chain

If you never love me now, you will NEVER love me again. I can still hear you say, You will never break the chain... Chain keeps us together, runnin' through the shadow

The 2nd Song: SongBird

For you, there'll be no more crying, For you, the sun will be shining, And I feel that when I'm with you.. It's alright, I know it's right To you, I'll give the world, to you, I'll never be cold, 'Cause I feel that when I'm with you, It's alright, I know it's right., And the songbirds are singing, Like they know the score, And I love you, I love you, I love you,

The 3rd Song: Marry Me Today 今天你要嫁给我

(^o^) Ching In da House, Chin In da House, Our Love in the House, Sweet Sweet Love.. (^0^)

My Dearest Darling

Kisses & Hugs from Chin
--'-,---{<@ No One Love You, Like I Love You! @>}--,-`---




每个人的心中都有一个梦想，不管你的梦想有多大，多小，实际的，梦幻的，真实的，虚构的...他们都有存在的价值，让我们为梦想而活吧！加油！;)

Rage Your Dream

不管快乐不快乐，人生也只不过是这样罢了...

This is one of my Favourite Song, THANK YOU FANSU!!


期中考的来临，也代表冬天的到来。很快的，圣诞节即将来临了。我迫不及待！
昨天，是我第二次，踏入LQ。气氛不是很好，总觉得音乐不适合吧...感觉上有点怪怪的。不晓得是不是因为屠妖节的关系...那天的人特别少。不过，无所谓吧，我是去享受音乐的，不是去HUNTING :P
说真的，真要感谢Ah Nic把我当成他的要好朋友，可能...大家都有共同点吧。大家所付出的爱情都让对方的另一半给糟蹋，所以我和他才会彼此惺惺相惜对方，当然，我们只是朋友罢了！ :D
至于我亲爱的老大，你和"R"的感情瓜葛，恕小弟无法在给于意见咯！:D 就看你自己的造化。

To My Beloved:
Thank for being with me all the time, no matter how, you are always in my heart now.

考试的季节，就祝福大家：马到功成！哈哈！


每个人的心中都有一个梦想，不管你的梦想有多大，多小，实际的，梦幻的，真实的，虚构的...他们都有存在的价值，让我们为梦想而活吧！加油！;)

I Feel It, I Smell It, I Breath It...

十月，一个让人失意的秋天，总让人想起那年的春天，以期与另一半漫步，牵着手，落叶的情景总是让人勾起回忆...幸福与爱，彼此含有什么意义？放手真的只会让一个人更开心哪？还是跌进痛苦的深渊？真难懂啊！

October, a month full with sadness, always let us think about with another, walking along the path, holding each other... love & Happiness, what are they connected? Give up only will let someone else happy or? even sadness? who knows.. it's hard to understand...

☆亲亲 梁静茹☆

那一年顶楼加盖的阁楼 什么人忘了锁
是谁找不到 未满十八岁的我
你是一滴滴隐形的眼泪 风一吹就乾了
只能这样了 是吗
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火 还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我

Chorus:
轻轻的亲亲 紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你 说不定 还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲 不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心 太相信 我的幸运
百分之百是你
(I closed my eyes and feel ur kissing softly)
(It's that u? Maybe yes, Maybe No)
(It's jus like a dream, I cant breath hardly)
(I dont want to be hopeful, is it my lucky)
(It's that you)

思念被时光悄悄的摇落 酸酸的咬了一口
青春的苹果 香香的催眠了我
是你脸粉红了我的耳后
烫伤了我额头 现在想起来 会痛
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火 还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我


仅献给失意的人：
(For someone who is Down):

掏干眼泪的心情，谁人会懂得？！现实与梦只是一线之差，梦想就是希望。。爱情只不过是生活中的一部分，没有爱不等于行尸走肉，世上还有很多东西值得我们追求。朋友，看开点吧！

The feeling without tears, who will understand it?! life and dream is just cross a border line, Dream = Hope.. Love is just a part of life, this world still have many beautiful we can after. OPEN UP YOUR MIND, friends!


＊当我们看别人在幸福的时候，常常忘了自己也在幸福之中的！＊
＊When we see peoples are in Happiness, We always forget ourselves also in other happiness as well!＊